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0hey bucko, what are we looking at here
2was probably just a scheduled uber, pretty sure it's not hard to get
0what happened
2rip
0F
0we're so back
3181 cm
0I'm gonna guess about 280
0oh no
0260
3$50 for pre-screening
0that's still good beer money
3DR. SMITH
2181 cm should be 5'11''
25.9 ft or 5'11''
2no, 5.9 ft is the same as 5 feet 11 inches
2really weird to measure you in cm
2right that's maybe why she said 5'9'' because if you google it, it gives you only feet, no inches
0nice of him to give you a third opinion/confirmation on the autism
2dr smith sounds based
0shout out to Dr.Smith
2maybe the study is funded by a european company?
0should have got her number
2they probably don't want anyone that is depressed mostly for environmental reasons
2probably going for chemical imbalance depression
2mischa barton?
0chemical imbalance is more akin to bipolar disorder
2i think he thinks since they can't be sure you would still be depressed if your life was better, they can't be sure the drug would work on you
3Nina Dobrev
4sober today?
2yes she was on degrassi
0nice bobs
4soooo you two are his mains?
4kas and sloth are your main people
0yes kas and I are the only people who watch OC
4so you went to statin Island for depression?
2lol
0:face-red-droopy-eyes:
2he went for a study he was gonna get paid to do
2medical study related to depression
4the doctor thought you were pathetic. not someone with a chemical imbalance
0you just don't get it JT, you keep it copacetic
2i said earlier, i think he thinks since they can't be sure you would still be depressed if your life was better, they can't be sure the drug would work on you
0we need a dev pike vs jt panel one of these days
2i vote yes on dev pike and jt panel
0I just think that song perfectly applies to this situation
0which is why I suggested it last night
2you very well could have a chemical imbalance causing your depression, but they can't know for sure since you are in the circumstances you are
2right, depression can be caused by chemical imbalance or just a shitty life, it might not be that you tried those drugs in the past but that drugs didn't affect you that supported his worry
2were there any memorable characters in the lobby?
2right or both
2i meant to type or both
2that interaction tells a lot though
2looking forward to the videos
2send them! i think it can't hurt
4pike?
2he's another regular JT
4he's argumentative? has strong opinions or what
2yeah it's so common someone says "i've been watching for a while but haven't chatted"
2yeah jt he has strong opinions
0strong is an understatement
2besides cocaine andy
2@CthulhuSloth 😈
0I wonder what happened to that guy
2he returned a couple of times but i'm pretty sure the first time he called in he was just going randomly through stream yard streamers
2wooo more cocaine streams
4you weren't really taking turns last night
0remember his buddy made himself cry while telling his life story
0that was so funny
4dude you talk like you fckd the guy. I was just a burger
2yeah he was getting really crude
5Hi daddy
4it*
2HAHAHA oh my god that was the bestpart
2they shared a special time together jt
2you weren't there
4YOU drove out there. guarantee he wouldn't drive 3 hours to see you
5Thoughts on Trump?
0jt just doesn't get it
4it sounds gay as hell
4you'll see me in September
2the best part of the cocaine stream was andy's middle eastern roommate sharing his life story in a socal chicano accent
4I'm either trolling or making inferences or both
2yeah jt, at the time dum was preparing his house to be sold, doing diy projects and selling things. he was super busy and it was more of a send-off visit to see dum in the house
4you're a woman kas?
0you have to spoonfeed JT information like some kind of presumptuous man-baby before he can make a proper judgement
4if he can't answer simple questions, it's no big deal
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4non autistics don't have such an aversion to answering basic questions
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4you two have been diagnosed as well?
0lol
2nope
2no diagnosis here
0yes we're all autistic
0everyone is autistic
4that wouldn't be hard to believe
0if you're using the Internet you are autistic
0it's quite simple really
4they're not redundant if I've never asked you
0not really a hard concept to grasp
4sarcasm aside, you both seem pretty autistic
2JT yes, f/30 from ca currently in az
0unless you're a baby
4no offense
0πŸ₯„πŸ‘Ά
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2oh my god
2you're right oops
4you could work, but you didn't really explain WHY you can't hold a job other than "people don't like me"
0lol
4you'd prefer to be a self pitying man baby
2sorry f/31 from ca currently in az, white passing mixed
6Who is the mystery meat guy
4you're VERY insecure
4extremely self important
4highly inept
0hey it's Yuko long time no see
2you wouldn't answer basic questions at first yesterday either jt
2hey yuko
6Hi
0he might be autistic Kas
4I'm no more obligated to answer anything than anyone else but i don't get defensive or insulting about it
4i don't care about culture or tact
4sperg tantrum?
2well also, i was in chat yesterday and you were referencing me directly so he wasn't paying attention
4didn't answer them once to me. thousand times means nothing to a stranger. just another sperg tantrum
0JT did this whole dismissive presumptuous contrarian thing to DUM too I think it's just his thing
2when i say you ambiguously with no @ it's YOU oc
4with a personality like yours, it's hard to imagine why no one likes you
2right exactly good reading
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2in general chats, unless you @ someone directly or use their name, you would be the streamer
7neurotic AND pedantic? very endearing
2but yes i typically strive to be more specific in your chats and use names, i'm sorry
2yes, and i would have used an @
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0JT has like 100 alts
2he just wants to make a point to do the opposite of what he thinks is enabling you
8you don't want to get to be known. you want people to agree with you
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2we often don't agree
0sing we just disagree, Dave Mason
0lol
0nice
2that song is also already on your playlist what the heck
2of course
2i think he is looking for chemical imbalance depression, and with you there are too many variables
2they probably don't have to say "i dont think y our depression is caused by a chemical imbalance", they probably get enough applicants to rule out anyone with major life circumstances that might cause
2depression
9he thinks you're depressed BECAUSE you're pathetic not because you're predisposed to it
2that's my answer
2up there
2starting with they probably dont
2it's two sentences, you asked me
2yes
2i think that's an okay way of paraphrasing it yes
9maybe you don't fit the psyche profile for the kinds of applicants they're screening for
2no you're right
2it's comprehensible
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2because medications can't just make you happy, but they can fix a chemical imbalance
2so you taking a drug to fix depression would only be a worthwhile test if you actually needed the drug
2they are testing to see if the drug fixes the chemical imbalance
2they probably have to check enough boxes with applicants to accept them, they won't fund a study if it's not going to study the drug as accurately as possible
2right, it could be something else you're ruled out
2exactly
2 yes
3IF it COULD be something else, automatic OUT.
2it could be something else, so you're ruled out
2yes
2yeah it sounds like a positive experience in some aspects
2again, i would send your documents, it can't hurt
2he's obviously busy working so you can't say "i won't bother unless they reach out"
2they almost definitely won't reach out unless its an automatic notification email sent out to people who check a box on a form
2right, that's probably what will happen if it does
2but if you send your documents, they might put some more info in your file that would qualify you
2they might not be able to check some boxes until they get a formal diagnosis
2it's low effort with a higher possibility of getting something out of it
2just send it
2πŸ‘πŸ»
2well he works
2so he's usually not watching unless we're sitting next to each other at our desks
2no its 1130 but yesterday during the jt call in, he was at work
0it's 11:30 actually
2he worked until like 10pm yesterday
2i always get confused too
2lmfao hermaphrodite state
0"hermaphrodite states" lol
2no its 1130 but yesterday during the jt call in, he was at work
2i think he's a good dude too
2lol it'll happen again
2omg he called me kas 🀭
2;_;
2rude
0I hate that song
2yep you have already
2i'm named after the grateful dead song
0I also hate the grateful dead
0ac/dc absolutely smokes the grateful dead
0wipes the floor with them
2oc do you like the grateful dead song cassidy or do you think its bad because it has an ugly name
0Powerage sends american beauty home on a stretcher
2with a C
2yep Cassidy like the grateful dead song
2no one irl calls me cass, my online name is kasude which is a joke japanization of my name
3kas = k
2irl its just cassidy with a c
3cas = c
2my online name is kasude because japanese does not use c
3Kassandra
2yeah its like cass-oo-day
2yeah i'm so flattered you think my real name is ugly
2i think the song cassidy is on Ace? not a real grateful dead album? i am not sure
2i am also not a dead head
2my mother was as a 17 year old
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2yeah i think it's a fair assessment but of course there could have been one box you checked that ruled you out, unrelated
2i have no idea what it could be, there could be some aspect of the drug that rules out anything
2alcoholism idk
2right ok, could have been ANYthing that this drug can't be taken with
2but i do think that is the most fair assessment, the chemical imbalance aspect
2i'll hang out but i am also winding down
2yeah i think you covered the bases well i'm interested to see the videos
10night oc
2thanks for stream
10thanks oc :face-blue-smiling:
10:person-turqouise-waving:
10yeh i heard everything
10and from last stream
10was in truck
10nah we can save it
10sounds like you winding down
10and i just got home
4.
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0over for just-got-homecels
10:face-red-droopy-eyes:
32:48 afternoon
10he reads comments that i send in response and says im pissing him off :face-red-droopy-eyes::face-red-droopy-eyes:
10yeh because i start early
10no im not repeating
10you idiot
10im literally responding
10and i start like 6
10ffs dont make me side with jt
10:face-orange-raised-eyebrow:
0GG
10battered wife syndrome maxxing
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