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| 1 | hello |
| 2 | Hi Shelby |
| 3 | 👋🏻👋🏻 |
| 4 | Hello |
| 5 | ✌ |
| 6 | Hey! What’s up? |
| 7 | Hi Shelby |
| 8 | :person-turqouise-waving: |
| 9 | 🫠 |
| 10 | Hi, your last video was very emotional, are you feeling better now? |
| 11 | Shelby hi beautiful |
| 4 | can I send an email? |
| 12 | hi |
| 4 | paint me |
| 13 | Hi Shelby |
| 1 | hi |
| 14 | nah you're the celeb gurl ❤ |
| 15 | hello shelby |
| 8 | :face-blue-smiling::face-blue-smiling::face-blue-smiling: |
| 3 | how're you thou had food? |
| 16 | you're videos are good until you start crying |
| 17 | hi |
| 18 | Nice to see you Shelby |
| 6 | She’s just jealous especially because your successful online, people can be petty |
| 19 | good to see you shel |
| 4 | illustrate me on a horse posing like Napolean Bonaparte with a sick cape and all. |
| 20 | keep fasting its healthy |
| 21 | What’s crackin sis |
| 3 | so great to see you here |
| 20 | your skin looks so clear |
| 12 | recent videos got me in tears |
| 6 | Bro my mom did this to me too |
| 14 | that's narcissistic abuse ... |
| 21 | It’s good to see you |
| 8 | Jealous of your upcoming fame and fortune :) |
| 8 | <3 <3 <3 |
| 4 | Like the previous commenter mentioned, your skin does look pretty good. |
| 22 | EFD $306 |
| 6 | Nope |
| 6 | You have to keep streaming she hates your independence |
| 6 | Does your dad care? |
| 21 | I hope ur okay |
| 23 | How are you feeling? |
| 9 | work a 9-5 at a bs place making bs pay over your real dreams most boomers |
| 3 | be more lowkey about your YouTube? would that help? |
| 24 | you are cute, hope you okay |
| 4 | Hold on going to send you an email after this. |
| 14 | can you afford a car or allotment garden?? |
| 21 | My dad is still pressuring me to find a job or I’m out and it’s sucks |
| 25 | Yo i'm a autist software engineer. The government put me down the downy road. Working 1/3 the salary of a software engineer. While putting in way more effor |
| 8 | :_Heart::_Fire::_Gengar::_Sparkle::_Gengar::_Fire::_Fire::_Gengar::_Sparkle::_Fire::_Heart::_Gengar::_Sparkle::_Sparkle::_Gengar::_Fire::_Gengar: |
| 6 | Nah you’re a creator you’re doing your thing. It’s understandable she might be concerned but the fact your step-dad doesn’t care is actually a good thing. Shows mom is jealous lol |
| 26 | hellu |
| 27 | Hi Shelby 🤗♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ |
| 8 | I get that, I have a hard time sticking up for myself in some situations. |
| 28 | That is just invalidation... ? |
| 4 | Not much just sitting on my recliner. I did a ton of typing earlier, putting together documents and editing videos. |
| 8 | I need to be more firm with my doctor and when I’m suffering. |
| 6 | If she is threatening homelessness she is probably BPD, NPD |
| 29 | You got people near you that's making your situations worse, I don't know about you but it's clear I think. I don't know what to say other than that being the priority |
| 6 | Hm..she sounds like she projects a lot on you dude |
| 30 | You could never actually be homeless like a man, because you can always just hook up with a man who will give you housing. |
| 8 | 🐈⬛ |
| 3 | 👋🏻Vegas |
| 26 | hellu cat |
| 30 | You women have no idea what it actually means to suffer |
| 31 | hello 🤗 this is a big chat |
| 29 | I |
| 6 | Do you have a sibling they compare you to? |
| 32 | older people are brainwashed and the government keeps lying saying the job market is fine. Its doom. |
| 33 | SUPER CHAT $1.99 Shelby I’m gonna start drawing. Any tips? |
| 4 | I'm also waiting to see the Blue Jays play against the Dodgers at Rogers Stadium. Game Six in the World Series. I'm not much of a baseball fanatic, but since it's Blue Jays on the verge of winning --- |
| 8 | *hoot* |
| 34 | I think your life is challenging for the same reason as my own situation. It's other people... it's the people you trusted growing up. I think a large percentage of the population has just choose evil |
| 4 | a World Series since '93. |
| 29 | I'm having food right now, and seeing this shit is devastating |
| 35 | How much do you commission paintings for? |
| 26 | inkscape |
| 31 | love in your heart girl 💓 art |
| 36 | I'm 28, live with my parents. I work at a grocery store and have no motivation to try and move up the ladder. Housing is so expansive that I don't think it's worth it trying to pursue being indep...t |
| 26 | vector kewl n free |
| 4 | Also had my birthday a few days ago (Oct.29th) I turned 33. |
| 15 | you will get your own place just stay positive |
| 27 | She treats u lik a child, she needs to let u b yourself |
| 37 | Have you heard of near death experiences?? |
| 11 | Are you forced to take psychiatric shots every day 🪡 |
| 31 | I think that you think a lot like me |
| 8 | Controlling people want you to keep guessing |
| 31 | you're okay you don't need to go in inpatient that's stupid |
| 38 | You core seems very sad |
| 4 | Your email is in the bio, correct? |
| 23 | Shelby did you see my comment on your last video about how I think you would find enjoyment in doing Youtube vlogs outdoor. You be in nature all the time |
| 29 | So you having a breakdown the other vid is just another usual ok thing? |
| 39 | i feel like u are angry and depressed at the same time, feeling hopeless snd lonely |
| 32 | You're supposed to feel sad sometimes. Its normal. |
| 40 | Is there anything we can do to help you Shelby |
| 41 | Hello |
| 4 | Dang. |
| 34 | I'm getting zapped by microwaves and other high tech persecution.... and hacking and other stuff. If people are attacking you , it's because you have great potential. |
| 42 | I finally managed to get a date. But she's so far away and, I don't like that she made the date so far away and, she doesn't call she only texts. maybe I'm clingy lol |
| 43 | Yeah it's not an okay situation. You definitely have trauma. Most people don't end up in this spot without trauma and lack of proper care/support from others |
| 44 | eat some mushrooms |
| 31 | hey I kind of been in the same situation with that actually did a will for a check on me girl and they made me go I had 15 soldiers surrounding me |
| 45 | Do van life with inapropriate swim suits? |
| 46 | SUPER CHAT $6.66 greetings from Valhalla |
| 8 | <3 to al the misunderstood people here |
| 3 | W |
| 8 | W |
| 47 | Looking beautiful as always. Life's going to be hell, and I can't blame you for being like that last video, i'm going through hell with my life, but this isn't about me, I just wish the best for you. |
| 34 | It's difficult to take control back from people who control you. |
| 14 | i exactly know what you're feeling... being a musician coming from a narcissistic background myself and stuck with a toddler nervous system ;( |
| 34 | LOL |
| 23 | You earn from Youtube as you travel around and film your journeys. |
| 38 | Acceptance is the key to letting go of whatever you pathologize |
| 8 | *hootie* |
| 34 | I like the bird call |
| 31 | they did a wheel for a check on me but it was kind of granted I guess I was kind of acting crazy but I was f****** pissed 😭 |
| 4 | The comments on the previous videos were disgusting. The misogynists came out of the woodwork . |
| 48 | hell of a party trick |
| 35 | Also, you don't seem to want to try different things to get better |
| 27 | how can't she see u r actually helping people, by talking about ur feelings, cause we feel the same way |
| 8 | We didn’t ask to be a part of this slave society and prison planet. |
| 6 | Your mom sounds crazy dude |
| 49 | i pray to gawd that imma okay |
| 44 | eat some mushrooms, you will feel better, relocate to a nature area |
| 31 | yeah they did a welfare check on me and the rest of me and I went to the crisis center for at least 5 days |
| 50 | HI ALL |
| 29 | I feel like me watching this on YT is like weird bc how tf can I just watch this and knowing everyone else is watching not hanging out, not doing somethings but rather watching from far |
| 28 | @Napalm1334 It does indeed. |
| 51 | it a prison planet |
| 6 | Both of my parents were lunatics lol |
| 52 | trade school maybe??? |
| 8 | Shelby is trying. |
| 4 | How active are you on Instagram? |
| 53 | Gilded cage |
| 9 | we should do an art collab, start networking with more people to bring community |
| 31 | yeah sometimes relatives are really weird 😂 |
| 54 | ask someone In the states to move in with you. there's a potential solution |
| 50 | Where are the other 18,000 subscribers? |
| 55 | hey Shelby any luck with the art sales? 🎨🖌 |
| 11 | have you been put in restraints or padded rooms before |
| 6 | Gilded cage indeed |
| 38 | Acceptance |
| 56 | Yo your mom needs to step off, practice mindfulness lady. She crampin your style and getting in the way. Get some badass roommates on the same path and leave it All Behind 👌🎨🖼 |
| 57 | Hi Shelby! |
| 57 | I missed you |
| 58 | youre very talented |
| 20 | family is an illusion its just familiar souls it dont mean shit fuck family real family goes off vibration not blood |
| 4 | I set mine to an alias because some jagoff keeps stalking me, causing me problems. It's messed. |
| 6 | Artists often are put into these gilded cage situations because of circumstance |
| 31 | yeah it's so nice she'll be that you opened up about your feelings cuz some people are scared to talk about it and bulshit |
| 34 | I did not hear the detail of the inheritance you spoke of a minute ago. But having money will help anybody get out of a bad situation |
| 29 | Yeah but talking about it and it benefiting other people such as myself sometimes isn't necessarily to be proud of. You should matter more in your current scenario |
| 51 | don't give I'm 34 and I give up I just smoke a play games everything else is boring in this world |
| 4 | What is your birthday? |
| 34 | If I had a pile of cash in the bank, I would have much less problems |
| 51 | I'm glad we're not alone |
| 35 | So you have tried therapy and medication for depression? |
| 59 | U got this what we focus on grows |
| 60 | my queen 👑 |
| 26 | god bless, stay safe. |
| 36 | where do you see yourself in 5 years? |
| 50 | Bots here |
| 61 | <3 |
| 62 | hey Shelby, your art is IMMACULATE |
| 63 | Hi from Oc California :hand-pink-waving: |
| 32 | Your paintings look great. The bold strokes are what makes it. I think all of your stuff will end up selling. |
| 48 | does your mom know about your channel ? |
| 64 | what's your end goal? |
| 11 | If your mom gave you your inheritance, what would you do with it? move out? |
| 31 | hey Shelby I think that's your name you're not alone a lot of us feel that way my mother has a lot of control over me 😭 |
| 65 | Don’t give her your money. What happens if you don’t give it to her? |
| 8 | Great words of support ! |
| 6 | If she’s doubtful because you are creative you might need to find a way to make some $$$ and get away from her sounds like she has NPD-BPD and not really understands artists |
| 8 | <3 we love ya |
| 66 | does your town have a weekly market you could try selling your art at? |
| 67 | is she screaming and crying again?! lol |
| 68 | i'm only gonna say this once. yer kinda cute. sorry. |
| 69 | I wish I had money I’d buy your art. |
| 43 | Living at home is only maintaining your current state, not conductive to growth or progress at all. I hope you find a way out of there ASAP. |
| 20 | your mom's hate is just fueling this channel lol let em hate |
| 62 | if you get disconnected from the internet, what would you do? |
| 14 | when it comes with leaving with strangers (roomates) as a mentally i'll person I would be extra careful ... I know what I'm talking about |
| 58 | love wins |
| 68 | um, yeah. |
| 6 | I speak from experience I ran away at 16 |
| 14 | *living |
| 31 | hey Shelby you're way cool you got way more viewers than most live viewers okay 💖 |
| 65 | So have you completely given up on working? Like you wouldn’t work ever again? |
| 43 | Are there any crisis centers or shelters in your area for you to get out? |
| 4 | Have you ever played an instrument? |
| 40 | Does she have control over your bank account? |
| 66 | there's a lot of us in this same exact situation |
| 45 | She makes you food you are lucky to have good parents my Dad is a textbook narcisist |
| 8 | :_Heart::_Heart::_Heart: Love :_Heart::_Heart::_Heart: |
| 70 | Hi am sorry you really needed to get away from your mum which is very difficult it' sounds horrible |
| 71 | I'm a loser because winning is overrated. |
| 62 | economically I dont even know where to begin in suggesting given the whole shutdown and whatnot |
| 28 | Isn't making money on YT about producing content all the time? |
| 29 | i think many other alternatives is better than continuing there |
| 11 | Do you think your mom will remove you from her will... baby boomers are known for doing this |
| 72 | Do you think some of your feelings of being overwhelmed be possible Autism? |
| 51 | working sucks |
| 15 | get a virtual bank account |
| 73 | Hey Shelby, you have a unique and real channel, keep making stuff. Greetings from Finland and everything will work out fine :) |
| 62 | basically lauren, look at channels like that mutahar dude, posts videos everyday |
| 74 | I strong-armed my parents into paying for my rent |
| 7 | This society just doesn’t make it easy for young people to become independent. I don’t know how others do it. |
| 75 | it feels like people get offended when im happy my misery seems mandatory |
| 76 | Your artwork looks incredible, probably a stupid question to ask but i hope your doing alright? |
| 29 | Hell in my opinion sleeping in a hostel or like a church is better than the npd in the home |
| 6 | If you don’t have a degree some technical skills or soft skills are helpful to get help desk work to finance a ok life to do art and move |
| 72 | Thank you, Shelby. |
| 66 | it's not even about being 'lazy', it's about having a job you can rely on and that won't drive you insane, the bar is not that high |
| 46 | SUPER CHAT $6.66 I'm pretty sure the gnostics were onto something when they said this world was a prison, created by the demiurge(Yahweh). |
| 65 | Maybe you can take an uber to an employment agency and they can help you? |
| 77 | You should feel good. I've seen YouTubers at it for years who don't get this many views on their Livestreams. |
| 78 | Who else living in their car?? |
| 3 | W |
| 8 | W |
| 4 | Yeah, I dig this channel. You're vidya came up on the recommendations a couple of months back and I was hooked and wanted to see more. |
| 68 | you intrigue me. |
| 43 | Maybe if you reached out to those people you were manipulated against they would be more understanding than you think... |
| 79 | how was your Halloween |
| 80 | Love ya |
| 6 | Damn Shelby I’m sorry you experience this. It’s your mom dude, not you. |
| 81 | it's easy to tell her how to live, but good people are always taking advantage of |
| 56 | Be Strong Queen 👸🏻 💪 Youll get thru this rough patch |
| 8 | *hoots* |
| 82 | I don't know the details of your personal life and situation, but I appreciate your thoughts and critiques of modern society. Do not give up. |
| 40 | I wish I could help you. I just don’t know how to help you. |
| 8 | PRISON PLANET |
| 83 | Hi Shelby! |
| 47 | I have to agree with him, read about the Gnostics, this place is hell |
| 4 | I prefer this type of content as opposed to the |
| 34 | I just had to scroll back to catch that answer..... I want to put my money into a property. Owning your property is important, cause there are fewer aspects of your life that others control..like wifi |
| 4 | --- |
| 74 | You should talk to Raymond. He said you have t texted him since and you said he hasn’t texted u since. Someone asked him an hour ago about u. |
| 45 | Shelby needs a Saturday pizza 🍕 |
| 6 | Could potentially sue her but that’s high risk lol |
| 3 | this channel changed me on ton of ways i never thought yo |
| 83 | Im also exist but i do not make stuff |
| 8 | Awesome Hasan :) |
| 8 | Love seeing everyone’s heartfelt comments |
| 66 | what is stockholm syndrome again? |
| 84 | you need to start going on dates |
| 27 | Shelby DON'T GIVE UP! no matter what, keep going, please 🙏🏽 u'll b ok |
| 49 | my mom locked 7000 for 47 years for absolutly nothing and screwed me directly with money mutliple more times |
| 3 | Micheal 🤘🏻 =) |
| 85 | yo |
| 68 | yer actually kinda cute. |
| 4 | you're videos are genuine, that's why I watch them. |
| 79 | cheers to another depressing weekend with no friends to hang out with |
| 86 | So why dont you text anyone back |
| 62 | i hope you can make it work and end up in an environment where you can thrive as a creative tbh. basically a place that values art, so you can work in a way that works for you. |
| 80 | People only talk about 2 of the 4 emotional responses to danger; fight and flight. There is also freeze and fawn. Stockholm syndrome is fawning. |
| 74 | He said after u got off stream w him that he wished he did a better job encouraging you. But he seems like an okay guy. |
| 87 | The happiness women win money through slots at the casino and online. |
| 77 | 💯😂 |
| 88 | Definitely not just you |
| 89 | What's good?? |
| 83 | Everyone is flawed ig |
| 8 | Our modern society makes everyone isolated and self-sufficient. :( |
| 47 | NOpe, you're not alone, seen this time and time again |
| 90 | Hey Shelby |
| 91 | Understandable |
| 66 | I feel like you an Raymond collaborating could start something beneficial to both of yall content-wise on YT |
| 11 | Raymond only has one thing he wants |
| 65 | Do you have any other family members you can live with? |
| 92 | I have great parents |
| 80 | My mom is awesome but both my parents did damage to me. Their parents damaged them too tho |
| 34 | I'm looking into purchasing one of the cheapest properties in canada... sometimes there are houses in need of major repair for as little as 10,000cad. but they need work. |
| 8 | Many of us had f’d up parents, me included. |
| 93 | Then life fuck you up anyways! |
| 6 | Then you need to make a plan and clean break. Do you have a degree? |
| 94 | SHELBY YOU SHOULD DYE YOUR HAIR LIGHT BROWN |
| 45 | My parents are 🤮🤮 |
| 43 | I think you're stuck in freeze mode. We have 4 trauma responses: Fight, Flight, Fawn, and Freeze. Freeze keeps you from doing anything bc that feels safest. Just saying I can relate.. |
| 4 | You ever have a chinchilla? |
| 29 | i agree parents that dont suclk is a best lottery ticket |
| 79 | yeah my parents were a joke |
| 36 | I'm on break at a job rn. 🙃 We are all slaves to work. Being creative and passionate is seen as a hobby not a job. |
| 95 | Raymond is watching |
| 96 | Our boomer parents were our original bullies |
| 97 | do you practice a sport? |
| 75 | Im 37 my parents still treat me like im 6 |
| 98 | Shelby, life has no purpose in individualism AT ALL - one must be dedicated to a collective or a group interest... |
| 34 | I'll just end up living in my truck, because my landlord is a stalker / psychopath. I can't live here. |
| 99 | don't give up |
| 62 | vanhallen. that is, in this place |
| 100 | hi just wanna say appreciate you being here and admire your resilience |
| 27 | Do u think u can compromise with her, till u find away out? |
| 101 | My mom just pushed religion on me. She taught me nothing real. |
| 102 | have you tried listening to anyone willing to mansplain |
| 40 | my mom was a helicopter parent, but not like this, though she was just really worried to let me go by myself a lot |
| 62 | and for majority of the world but idk |
| 45 | My mom an alcoholic I almost froze to death when I was a kid |
| 99 | bna3 |
| 103 | Shelbs! |
| 104 | I got dealt the hand of NPD parents too and it honestly does suck. |
| 6 | I say that because you might need to reskill you are a smart person you can find a way to work and do art. I think you need to go to college if you have not. If you already have you need to reskill |
| 105 | Try a stafgng or temp agency. This will help you find work. |
| 75 | I learned growing up that standing up for myself has consequences. |
| 106 | I was fortunate enough to get a job painting houses |
| 91 | I'd say keep selling your art |
| 65 | What you have to do is apply online then if you don’t hear back from them in a week, go up there and ask them if they’re hiring. |
| 8 | 218 watching now |
| 4 | You ever losten to David Lee Roth isolated vocal tracks for the huehuehue? |
| 8 | Amazing group here! <3 |
| 62 | keep selling art, offer commissions, learn and branch out into different mediums? |
| 6 | Or work at a restaurant and learn how to bartend for a bit but it takes a certain personality |
| 79 | I'm jealous of people who have good relationships with their parents and siblings |
| 107 | Hope you get away from your narcissistic parents. My parents were cowards that didn't protect me and even told me I deserved abuse at some point. I wouldn't work for these slave corporations. |
| 108 | I will say this... even if you never paint another piece, the rawness of your emotions, your journey, and the courage to put words to the neurodivergent experience is so cathartic and needed. Truly. |
| 99 | just exist be you |
| 7 | We really have to invent our own purposes in life. |
| 109 | how does one get out of exile but nobody around to help? |
| 3 | almost 230 watching |
| 62 | its mainly the society we live in, that does not value art. |
| 45 | My dad the narcist bought me an RC car for Christmas then built it himself.... |
| 68 | i think Shelby knows who i am. |
| 34 | My parents are retards... probably cult members too |
| 77 | I was a truck driver, but it was destroying my health. So I quit to basically live out of my car and get back healthy. Money means nothing without health. ❤ |
| 72 | It's because people aren't that openminded. They 'hate' it when you don't agree with the status quo. |
| 110 | Nah, I don't |
| 99 | most people don't have the life they dream of real 💯 |
| 91 | Fuck yeah🤙 |
| 57 | The owl is back lol |
| 83 | Yeah everyone's here! |
| 106 | I hope things improve for you, I'd hang out with you if you lived nearby, I think your awesome |
| 8 | Thanks so much for supporting Shelby, drop a like on this stream and share it out ! Considering joining a membership for Discord access. |
| 102 | 219 simps and me |
| 6 | Otherwise the only thing you can do is ignore her I guess, just be careful if stepdad starts talking about Ho |
| 6 | Homelessness** |
| 74 | I think you should voice chat in your Discord sometime |
| 68 | i love supporting things. |
| 111 | have fun |
| 40 | i’ve watched that last video. I don’t know how many times I hear you and I get you. |
| 87 | 🪷 Pray for money. |
| 56 | Etsy is like Onlyfans but for people who make shit around the house |
| 107 | Use you art to build your own little empire. |
| 112 | chào bạn |
| 83 | Owl shelby is cannon now |
| 99 | make your own fam |
| 90 | Every one missed you |
| 79 | same here my family is very dysfunctional |
| 113 | Hi Shelby. Same but for different reasons. I am 39 today, spending the day triggered and playing Elden Ring at my parents. Anyway, youre gonna make it. Me too. Thanksbye! |
| 114 | SUPER CHAT £10.00 Let's hear you hoot!!! |
| 115 | i think you're a good person and i think you are about to have a some good things happen to you |
| 3 | W |
| 116 | Greetings from İstanbul Shelby. Thanks for sharing your feelings honestly. I think thats not easy for most people |
| 3 | *hoot* |
| 117 | Hi |
| 83 | Hoot! |
| 106 | what a hoot!! lol |
| 118 | I sent you a pretty good idea to help but never heard back from you. Nice hooters.... |
| 65 | That’s cool.. |
| 45 | The demons want you to come to their side Shelby don't do it. |
| 119 | Hi shelby |
| 99 | glad to be single |
| 8 | *hoot* x10 |
| 120 | Wow!! |
| 7 | Do you talk to any of your neighbors? |
| 68 | u kinda sounded australian right there. |
| 93 | Thats cool. how do you do that? |
| 121 | you could refinish furniture and up sell it |
| 113 | Noble hoot |
| 112 | have a nice day, My Queen |
| 81 | what does the fox say |
| 99 | Shelby county demons are real |
| 82 | Would you say that most of your issues stem from personal relationships, like with your family, or from the parameters and expectations of modern society? |
| 111 | hoho mom cut wififi🤣 |
| 68 | want more money? |
| 3 | why don't you ever go live on Instagram? |
| 107 | All we have is our art. Let's make it our way out. |
| 122 | check out "There's No Place Like Home". the world is now too interesting for prolonged depression.🐿 |
| 106 | I'd hang out with you, if you didn't think I was a creep ... lol ... but truly |
| 75 | Some people make me doubt that karma is real my life is hell and all my abusers are doing great in life. |
| 117 | Just ditch toxic people. |
| 6 | She’s jealous of you dude lol |
| 113 | Pisces sun? |
| 2 | Your parents sound like they are not sympathetic |
| 81 | letters make words |
| 123 | shelby you need to calm and blaming all the time just relax |
| 124 | hello Shelby 👊🏽 |
| 45 | Narcisistic people are demons I'm 100% sure |
| 111 | go for cuba 2 week |
| 125 | I grew up with disfunction with my parents and if I see them 2 times a year that’s enough for me |
| 68 | would you like some more money? |
| 126 | Where does the influence of your art come from? |
| 127 | They are jealous of your courage 😉 |
| 111 | need to go beach cuba 500$ |
| 29 | @nathaneberle5526 i feel you |
| 43 | Can relate. Trying to take myself out of that. At first I was doing it by myself, but I've reached back out to a friend who started validating me. I'm fighting through every day.. I have hope for you. |
| 120 | Thats what narc parents do from a child. They dont validate you when you need it just to keep you subservient and dependant on them all your life. They are evil beings. |
| 128 | hello from quatzsite arizona |
| 129 | hello from FRANCE |
| 6 | Women love attention your mom is old and couldn’t operate a stream lol just trust me sis |
| 130 | your young and good looking , most women can hate you for less |
| 103 | Why people get jealous of you? |
| 99 | my sister got her self in real trouble this time she will be molded into shape that's what trouble is about some times build a better citizen |
| 6 | I was in your position but as a guy lol |
| 77 | You may not realize it, but I think you have the charisma of a cult leader. People will rally to you with loyalty. |
| 7 | I’m kind of jealous of your art It’s so beautiful |
| 81 | hello from here |
| 82 | You are saying that you cannot afford to be away from them for too long... like in the literal since... monetary reasons? |
| 111 | could go kitesurfing cuba have good drink |
| 131 | she should do coke or drink lots coffee and get some rest and sun light, that fixes everything |
| 122 | it's called a little season of deception and we're in it🐿 |
| 132 | IM OLD TOO |
| 106 | I draw/paint by how it feels... what sparks your creativity? |
| 87 | Angel prayers get answered fast; especially with 1 more person also praying. An angel is a selfless person. |
| 6 | Your not old |
| 133 | you're 32..? thats not old |
| 65 | 30s is not old Shelby |
| 99 | never will stop learning yoyo |
| 134 | lmao 32 is not old |
| 68 | ever seen CorruptSystem? i think yer on da same page. |
| 135 | Hi Shelby. Learning is easy, don't be afraid. |
| 121 | never too old to learn new things |
| 123 | shes blaming and arguing enjoy ur god damn life 😡 |
| 45 | Shelby I sent you a Borat kini can you do a beach stream? |
| 115 | "even a lepard has someone who looks at them in awe and envy" yhere are ppl who will admire you and jelaous of you |
| 136 | you're doing what you love and most of society wears masks. that alone breeds jealousy |
| 137 | I got the "you're an idiot, prove us wrong" parenting methodology along with lots of adderall. I proved them right. LOL |
| 64 | you not wanting to brother people isn't a good energy. Embrace it. go bug people. |
| 6 | And run your channel |
| 75 | I have an chemical sensitivity that developed in my early 30s I think I got it from all the stress. |
| 6 | You’ll be fine |
| 113 | Pisces sun?! |
| 107 | I hate self-projecting people full of jealousy. They will say and do anything to you just because they hate seeing you happy. |
| 135 | Get a good camera shelby, you can use your phone as camera with Camo. |
| 120 | They are jealous because you are real not trying to please anyway. Most people dont even have a personality |
| 138 | since I'm in California and mortgages 2,200 a month I'm going to eventually sell a house and live out of a nice van and travel the states save money not pay taxes |
| 6 | I feel like your moms BPD is making you feel like your on an emotional roller coaster |
| 43 | Same. I hate bothering people too, but she really wanted to hear from me and we both support each other. And my problems help her take her mind off of her own. She told me so. |
| 138 | first I got a good detox at the hospital from benzos |
| 99 | fast hook 🪝 |
| 120 | please anybody^ |
| 3 | how's your sister btw? |
| 83 | Reality is what you see in your immediate, eveything else from social media to others you don't trust is white noise |
| 57 | I hear the cat |
| 139 | they should be proud of you |
| 68 | fuck drugs. cats rock. |
| 127 | Drugs are bad, m'kay? |
| 43 | There are people out there who will care and listen |
| 27 | Charles ♥ |
| 4 | Alright sent an email. Lol |
| 106 | I agree, drugs bad, cats good |
| 7 | Can you show Charles? |
| 137 | They never miss an opportunity to humiliate me when I need financial help either. Even at 40 mom can't help but treat me like I'm 12 |
| 105 | I can see you art is improving the more you do. That means you are still learning. |
| 81 | bad pear rents |
| 140 | My parents ruined my life by traumatizing me to the point of nervous system failure |
| 99 | some need drugs stop hating on drugs |
| 107 | I wish you luck and happiness. |
| 65 | Would you ever babysit? |
| 103 | Pregnant and on drugs?? |
| 91 | You'll be an aunt. Thats cool |
| 138 | Adderall helps but I don't like to come down.. |
| 141 | Ah a quiet stream, nice |
| 122 | it is why the mainstream "church" does not want us to know about Revelation 20:7🗽 |
| 34 | I can't concentrate on this audio right now... I keep getting zapped by microwaves.... from my psychopath landlord... they probably cult members too. |
| 142 | Hi Shelby. I hope you are doing well today. |
| 143 | find tye courage to be imperfect. the worldis anything but perfect. its ok to not fit into the program. we're not made to. its just a set of guid3lines for living in acceptable peramaters. |
| 75 | Its not the cost of living ots the cost of existing |
| 133 | Do you have digital media? or only physical paintings? |
| 45 | Shelby the insane art girl with messy hair |
| 144 | Hello Shelby, You're so brave for sharing your experiences and struggles on your channel! You are a very talented artist and I want you to know that you are making an impact. |
| 4 | November 1st and there is already Mariah Carey's All I want for Christmas playing. |
| 8 | <3 to everyone who suffered under their controlling parents |
| 111 | is true parent real drama |
| 145 | Hey, Shelby. |
| 30 | @Tejana lmao |
| 68 | i think she lost track. |
| 107 | You're very welcome. |
| 138 | hello🌹 |
| 135 | Trust the process Shelby 🙂 use the momentum |
| 77 | You have to ask yourself why so many people are here watching you right now. 200 people is a lot of energy. |
| 146 | you are the sweetest streamer |
| 43 | So many of us trapped in Freeze mode and hated by the world for it... |
| 126 | Are you socialable in person? Or really shy? |
| 30 | @Tejana it's over |
| 147 | what are you talking about? what's your problem? |
| 83 | Shelby is literally the bravest |
| 145 | Never began for you, Vendetta |
| 34 | People might be jealous that your personality is one that is not dependant on getting validation from 'friends'. People don't like me cause I don't give a fuck what they think... even if they like me |
| 40 | Shelby Hoping for the best for you, please stay safe. I have to go eat dinar. You’re appreciated. |
| 68 | Shelby = HELLO. |
| 30 | Was over in the first trimester |
| 148 | Download some online games and play with people, staying inside all day and being anti social is tough at least you can find that outlet online |
| 7 | You’re the prettiest woman on YouTube |
| 8 | <3 you are allowed to have any friend you want Shelby :) |
| 4 | Indeedy. |
| 99 | my old landlord rode my tail for his money I learned alot from just renting in the hood |
| 149 | Sometimes good things happen and our circumstances improve. Hope it happens to you! |
| 145 | Over before we left the sack, Vendetta |
| 150 | my family is stuck in a cycle of normalised toxisity and gaslighting to the point im on a dissability pension with trauma now |
| 151 | same. brain fog has stolen 16 years of my life |
| 137 | If I have no expectations, I can't disappoint anyone but myself and who cares about myself less than myself? |
| 150 | <comletley non functional |
| 4 | You ever play on Steam? |
| 87 | God is always hiring; I ranked up to Santa Claus. |
| 75 | Neurotypicals take so much for granted |
| 68 | Shelby = ok. |
| 152 | have you thought about painting live, I think a lot of people would be interested in that |
| 153 | Greetings you make beautifull art |
| 148 | I think she got triggered by my comment boys |
| 154 | I'm not gonna lie and say I understand what you've gone through. But I hear you; we all do. |
| 155 | I was worried about you. |
| 99 | the him band rocks |
| 11 | Was chad the navy seal a retired military man |
| 156 | My parents stole my money, made me pay their bills. Now I'm homeless. Hang in there. A lot of us had awful parents. You'll make it! |
| 29 | @LiamMill YES EXACTLY, like play red dead redemption |
| 157 | get a man to take care of you |
| 158 | i wish you all the best Shelby. your latest video made me so many people feel heard because i just feel so scared of life |
| 7 | Did you celebrate Halloween at all? |
| 68 | do you know who i am, Shelby? |
| 75 | Im not an evil person but somtimes I just feel like saying fuck it and being the villian. |
| 122 | we are all descendants of the orphan trains🚂 |
| 138 | you're not the only one I lost a lot of friends moved 2 hours away that doesn't seem like a lot but I can't see them anymore and prettysome moved on sumburned Bridges |
| 153 | Stream a social Board Game you dont need Steam |
| 159 | Hello Shelby how are you feeling today since your last video? |
| 99 | Chad over dosed honestly |
| 160 | I think producing serotonin or dopamine naturally is more difficult after being on antidepressants or antipsychotics for a while. I've been on both, and it seems impossible to quit without issues. |
| 83 | Ohh you could play Gameboy games through emulators those are easy to setup and don't tax your PC too much |
| 126 | I'm introverted and stuck in solitude. So I strongly relate to alone of how you feel towards the outlook on the world |
| 160 | I could be wrong but I think I would have been better without meds. |
| 4 | Shelby looks pretty dang good right now. |
| 34 | I'm a couple minutes behhind on the live stream.... I'm just eating chicken soup. Make a can of soup and add a can of corn..... it's pretty good on a cold day. |
| 148 | @Roni5 yeah a lot of people to socialize with on red dead and other rpg games |
| 161 | I just watched ur last video and I just want to say... it sux.. but you are not alone.. that last video is so relatable I was tearing up with you.. I'd be ur friend.. |
| 111 | think to much just go cuba 1 month |
| 79 | I hate being friendless |
| 162 | Men don't take care of women. They expect women to take care of them. |
| 88 | Wait, does that mean you’d like to be in a relationship or no? |
| 163 | Hope you are well -just stopping by to wave hello - going to relax now - going to go relax on the ps5 a bit |
| 164 | Hey Shelby. Much love and support to this channel! |
| 47 | Heh, avoiding because of trauma or parents, Feels like a similar vibe. |
| 99 | 211 steel reserved |
| 165 | holis |
| 166 | I want an egg salad sandwich, but I have no bread or mayonnaise, and the shops are closed. Guess I'll just have hard boiled eggs.... |
| 153 | next Painting ? |
| 159 | I think going to different environments and interacting with people will help you generate more friends |
| 8 | ❤❤❤ |
| 136 | Would you say you grew up in a narcissistic family dynamic? |
| 108 | I wish I could give free psychotherapy to every wounded ND person I follow on YT. (I'm a neurodivergent-affirming, licensed therapist) |
| 43 | No, don't ever depend on a man. Don't ever depend on anyone for the rest of your adult life again if you can help it, that makes you vulnerable to abuse. Only if you truly need it |
| 68 | 😇 |
| 167 | good evening Shelby. beautiful art you have |
| 11 | Why did the navy seal relationship end? |
| 99 | Indiana football playing well played |
| 29 | @LiamMill plus gta 5 and roleplay too, and missions, so much shit to do |
| 8 | :face-green-smiling: |
| 129 | dont you think you dont half the medication your taking# |
| 168 | I'm a bit down |
| 79 | I can't get out of my comfort zone |
| 122 | what were the incubator babies in the early 1900's all about? |
| 75 | I am almost 38 still live with my parents because they have destroyed my growth and self esteem. |
| 159 | Are you still poking for people who you can talk to because that seems to be something you keep saying your struggling with |
| 169 | feeling better? |
| 170 | Hello 👋 |
| 171 | hello everyone 🍻 |
| 164 | It's hard to find real people in your circle in today's society since a hand full of them just wanted to used you for your benefits. I experienced it through my 20s. |
| 99 | the most high will succeed when you surrender to the most high |
| 172 | happy halloween from alaska! |
| 173 | Hey I am 31 year old still love at home. Im so ashamed I failed in life. But I like my parents at least so there’s that. But my friends are all getting babies and shit im so behind |
| 169 | smoke a ciggie sis |
| 111 | need stop chit go cuba gets drunk |
| 129 | your not crazy your speaking to now |
| 65 | Who says your crazy without it? Your parents? |
| 75 | Not healthy but I mix pain killers and alcohol just to escape my pain. |
| 83 | Damn Shelby your life sounds like a psychological horror nightmare |
| 99 | dirty 30s yoyo |
| 167 | youre an artist. you feel things deeply. like van Gogh did |
| 4 | At the moment I am stressed and feel ze veight of zee world on my shoulders because someoone caused me a ton of problems a couple years back and I am still dealing with the fallout. |
| 68 | guess who's really crazy |
| 172 | depends on who you keep in your circle. |
| 79 | I have nothing to look forward to in my life |
| 171 | what examples do they give when accusing you of being crazy? because a lot of times they're just calling totally reasonable shit crazy to gaslight you. |
| 159 | We as humans are social creatures you will most likely not survive if you don’t continue to try and find friendships or community |
| 45 | Those meds are frying your brain like a lobotomy |
| 34 | I don't have psychosis.... I have an EMF Spectrum Analyzer that confirms I am being zapped by many different frequencies... Microwaves being one of them at 2450Mhz |
| 153 | relax everybody stay calm Its happening |
| 129 | they said my mom was crazy with all her medication |
| 174 | i want to say something nice about u but i dont want to be labeled a simp so i'll say nothing |
| 169 | are you gonna draw some shit dawg? |
| 159 | Isolation is no way to live you won’t survive it |
| 175 | Shelby!:face-blue-smiling: |
| 129 | you will find your own path in life somehow |
| 176 | try praying |
| 155 | Shelby are you afraid of being a mom? |
| 153 | an Okapi Is much more Interesting than a zebra |
| 43 | Meds are necessary, but only really to function in "civilized" aka industrial societies. In traditional societies everyone has their place and doesn't need meds |
| 99 | negative bank happens when you party to hard |
| 166 | get a bag of lemon sherbets, you can't feel down when you have lemon sherbets. |
| 83 | Well like the way you're medicated and forbidden to express emotions like that's wild |
| 153 | prehistoric vibes |
| 91 | It can dig deep for sure. |
| 77 | You also have to open your circle a little. You can't exclude people based on race, religion, or sexual preference. Those different from you could be kindred spirits. |
| 29 | @catherineoluyemi2775 yep but she kinda doesn't. make effort man do it now |
| 164 | I'm behind as well. My mom had me at 34 and had my sister at 40. I'm 36, my sister is 30 and my mom is 70 now. |
| 79 | I have no sense of direction |
| 27 | have u painted? |
| 177 | I draw, too. Continue creating such wonderful works of inspiration, full of vibrant colors and textures. 💯 |
| 153 | Cut the Meds and plan a Trip |
| 172 | do you have a place to go on a hike? getting moving usually can help with an interspective mind. |
| 108 | @spock22 - f them haters. tell her she's awesome |
| 178 | shelby you keep me going |
| 179 | Best case scenario for you? |
| 75 | Boomers are possessive over millennials its crazy. |
| 180 | hey |
| 129 | have babies have fun |
| 99 | are u a tattoo artist |
| 170 | Hey Shelby, Happy Halloween 🎃 |
| 68 | i think old men over 50 want to treat you special. i'm almost 53. yay! |
| 144 | Sorry for saying this but I've been thinking about the side effects of medication and I know ND people are really sensitive to medication, especially Autistic people. |
| 4 | I hear ya, and I have a simlar sentiment. |
| 111 | load fornite simson want play whit me |
| 129 | my mom had me at 19 she was more like a sister then a mom |
| 20 | go have a kid if u want one find a good man that u believe is responsible and has good values dont make it complicated |
| 30 | People don't need medication. They need plastic surgery. |
| 174 | if we woke up one day and Shelby wasnt here, i think we'd all permanently be sad forever |
| 57 | I would love to be your friend, Shelby |
| 99 | the money old men have |
| 111 | i am from quebec canada i am french |
| 155 | Dale that was really cringey |
| 159 | Having a kid isn’t great advice wtf |
| 20 | not everybody meant to have kids |
| 159 | That’s not the answer sway |
| 153 | dont overweight with the Art you are making how about you frame them First |
| 181 | I’m not sure ssri’s are more helpful than hurtful….. |
| 34 | Doctors don't always know what is best. All perscriptions I have used have made my life worse. No pharmaceutacal, healthy diet, some exercise.... you'll probably feel better with that routine |
| 106 | my grandfather might actually be my dad |
| 30 | I got a rhinoplasty at 18 and it was the best thing I ever did for my mental health. |
| 23 | Wow never would have guessed you're 36. You look so young. Amazing |
| 57 | I don't have friends. 🙁 |
| 79 | my mom was more of a friend than an actual parent to me |
| 107 | I'm glad you're ok. Don't give up. Things do get better. I found the love of my life and we have the future planned. Fuck anyone who said you would never find love because of your Autism and ADHD. |
| 45 | My mom took those anti depressants she is a brainless zombie now |
| 91 | You should work a graveyard shift somewhere. |
| 144 | I'm self identified AuDHD, maybe I should share that. I've been thinking about needing medication but I'm scared. |
| 182 | staying alive is all that matters |
| 164 | It's hard to raised children in today's society to be honest Shelby. |
| 11 | If you got pregnant, would you need a cesarean |
| 170 | You guys keep talking about relationships and friendships and stuff… :/ that no real bruh… >:) |
| 43 | Desperate calls call for desperate measures. You may be able to get out of there, but by doing something drastic like going to a shelter or crisis center. Getting a roommate if you're lucky |
| 57 | @sadieadler4383 Aww. Bless her. |
| 106 | you didn't look a day over 30 |
| 183 | i forced myself to do a job for 30 years that i hated. At the end it broke me emotionally and physically |
| 184 | Hellow |
| 2 | I’m 41 |
| 174 | Draw Neo from the Matrix |
| 185 | please |
| 142 | You look good for your age. |
| 186 | I can identify with literally every thing you're saying. my parents are conservatives |
| 45 | Just saying facts |
| 161 | lovecraft.. the author.. check him out.. the idea of god being indifferent.. kinda let me let go of alot.. check him out. not just cthulhu.. lol |
| 68 | seriously. i might be over 50, but she's really kinda cute. |
| 75 | Autism makes you feel like a villian |
| 185 | I beg you |
| 159 | Age comes gradually usually noticeably in the late 40’s |
| 187 | You look beautiful. I hope you're feeling better today. |
| 188 | Hello Shelby how are you little bit better ? |
| 3 | this isn't a art request live SPOCK |
| 83 | Yeah Shelby you look 25 no lie |
| 129 | yes you look around 26 |
| 167 | Shelby, what are the fundamentals if I start at drawing and art? |
| 189 | Hola te ves muy bien |
| 43 | @curtismaul2552 that would explain a lot... |
| 190 | what do you think is going on on this planet? |
| 57 | You look really beautiful |
| 164 | Yeah you do look great and healthy to be 32 to be honest Shelby. |
| 83 | Not BSing no cap |
| 30 | @odysseasfidanza2498 It's a flat plane |
| 23 | Sorry 32. Yeh you still look great for your age. |
| 4 | Can you do a barrell roll? |
| 27 | 25 easy! |
| 29 | You look like you're 77 |
| 106 | your age doesn't matter, you look pretty |
| 161 | you are cute.. no simp |
| 179 | Why don't you move out? |
| 159 | Are you going to talk about your last video? |
| 8 | Shelby :face-red-heart-shape: |
| 188 | Nope trust me your not bad you didnt see bad looking people |
| 174 | the older we get the dryer and wrinkly our skin gets, we turn into raisins, and then theres the grey |
| 8 | Hhehehe |
| 170 | You guys ever try drugs before? .-. asking for a friend… me, I’m the friend. |
| 68 | i doubt yer still in high school. |
| 43 | She's not super young, but she's still only 32. Y'all are acting like she's 50. She looks good regardless |
| 111 | find funny guys like me |
| 79 | you look great |
| 65 | You have long pretty thick hair. |
| 172 | shelby you be cappin. 😆 you look good compared to most peeps |
| 120 | I simp for Shelby |
| 3 | :face-red-heart-shape: |
| 43 | Ppl act like women become prunes once hitting 30... |
| 8 | Yes that last video was so raw ! |
| 191 | Greetings from Puerto Rico. Are you feeling better? |
| 192 | SUPER CHAT $5.00 money |
| 8 | <3 |
| 11 | Are outpatient mental health programs expensive, too? |
| 193 | my queen |
| 188 | In my opinion you bit neglected |
| 75 | I got asked for ID in the store a while back i told the cashier they needed glasses. |
| 3 | W |
| 8 | *hewt* |
| 106 | will simp for Shelby 2025-2026 |
| 174 | what was that, she made a bird sound |
| 194 | let tell mention got get use of be alone ,, silent don't be concern people ,, by time get old be alone believe and will miss parents,, we are all different,, no one perfect ,, everyone go through jou |
| 82 | Having 238 people watching a live stream should encourage you plenty. |
| 195 | SUPER CHAT $2.00 Hi 👋 |
| 4 | But look on the bright side you need a good dose of vitamin me. |
| 79 | I honestly wish you nothing bit the best shelby you deserve your happy ending |
| 68 | i'll give you a million dollars if you marry me. |
| 170 | “Simp city” HAHAHAHAHA |
| 8 | More hoots ! |
| 188 | But if you max your lok you will look quite good |
| 196 | Hey pretty girl |
| 3 | W |
| 83 | Shelby do you bird watch? |
| 7 | Shelby, I was surprised you mentioned ChatGPT in your last video because I thought you said you weren’t talking to it |
| 174 | worse thing u could do if u plan to look youthful is smoke |
| 29 | i guess society still exists from this livestream |
| 3 | *hoots* |
| 35 | What percentage native American are you |
| 133 | cigs or delta9? |
| 83 | Maybe could be fun |
| 197 | Glad you're doing better 🙏 4 you 🙂 |
| 65 | Yesss no more smoking! |
| 144 | I'm almost 40, stop being rude to Shelby with the age comments, she's super young! |
| 99 | the side affects from smoking 🚬 🚭 |
| 181 | Very good on the quitting smoking. Very tough to do.. |
| 155 | She's 17% Native American |
| 198 | Hey Shelby, I think sometimes we need to feel alive and maybe that's what you need is to feel like your living. One way is to chase what causes you anxiety. And be aware what triggers it. |
| 111 | yes wath break down😶 |
| 188 | See there is a greatnes in you i cant still quit cigarets |
| 190 | @Vendetta-998 flat as hell |
| 199 | Stop being rude to shelby. It will not be tolerated |
| 198 | Slowly youll be able to over come it |
| 8 | We all need to feel alive. |
| 79 | I worry about you shelby please don't give up |
| 200 | yo what's going on |
| 4 | Who is? |
| 57 | Do you write poetry? |
| 170 | 🚬 |
| 83 | Shelby do you paint ouside? |
| 65 | What caused you to start smoking? |
| 30 | @odysseasfidanza2498 Earth actually is flat, unfortunately. |
| 2 | You remind me of my childhood when you do that cause I remember other kids do that sound as kids |
| 29 | heheehe @mikebones4428 a jab is necessary! |
| 153 | Nobody stays behind...We really wanna See a New Hybrid Art Board game |
| 161 | lol I like ur superchat whistle 😋 native or not |
| 120 | SUPER CHAT $5.00 Thank you for being you. Never change!! |
| 201 | SUPER CHAT $5.00 Just wanted to say I like your art style. Also, what kind of books do you like? |
| 3 | *hoots* |
| 3 | W |
| 99 | sigs |
| 8 | *hoot* *hoot* |
| 65 | Oh wow |
| 129 | you look French with a mixture Welsh celic |
| 77 | Black and Mild dang, that's gangsta 🔥😎 |
| 29 | Don't smoke otherwise I won't watch |
| 82 | I gotta go, but do your best to stay positive. It's cliche as hell, but you are doing better than you think. |
| 155 | Neil Gaiman |
| 194 | be glad healthy and say pretty I'm same I yell to devil drama,, don't mention my name , YouTube always my azz ,, thank God not drugs look world zombie keep going |
| 155 | Read him |
| 174 | smoking ages ppl 20 yrs and reduces ur lifespan |
| 103 | Create a Phantom wallet and I send you money through it. Tax free! |
| 188 | but i have really fully stress life my both parents are dead..... my mom got shizophrenia she die really young. My dad drunk him self from sadnes.... in my Jesus 33 i was left almost alone |
| 155 | I've recommended him before. |
| 34 | Your a pretty lookin' lady... that's a reason people will hate on you. Trolls don't need much of a reason to cause problems for you. |
| 3 | I've been reading Robert Frost lately btw |
| 202 | may we find our way out of this groundhog day of frustration, and we can all find our own tribe of people where we don't rub each other the wrong way |
| 155 | American Gods is best, other stuff is good too. |
| 161 | if she little a cig.. I might simp.. can't lie.. smoking bad.. lol |
| 68 | i bet she loves star trek. |
| 170 | I like rocks… 🪨 |
| 155 | Neverwhere, Anansi Boys. |
| 88 | Oh, Sandman? |
| 203 | :face-fuchsia-wide-eyes: |
| 155 | I never read Sandman. |
| 204 | Try neverwhere it’s pretty simple I liked it |
| 155 | I don't usually do graphic novels. |
| 83 | Shelby did you ever watch Star Trek? |
| 90 | I quit drinking beer and smoking weed |
| 155 | I like plain literature. |
| 205 | Ocean at the End of the Lane |
| 68 | i see what you did there. |
| 35 | Nah, she definitely has a good percentage native blood, but is denying it |
| 170 | And Neil Gayman sucks |
| 34 | Congrats on quitting smoking. I still smoke. Might quit one day. Mary Jane is legal in canada.... I smoke that non stop as well |
| 88 | Yeah, I can see you enjoying that quite a bit |
| 153 | Shelby what Is the Picture in the Frame |
| 188 | Only my aunt nad uncle (i calle them my personal May and Ben ) that are around me i work i stravie there is noting more for me |
| 29 | @foolishafraid562 Neverwhere book? |
| 4 | Neil Gaiman, just don't google his controversy. |
| 34 | Mary Jane is my medication of choice |
| 11 | Do you have mental breakdowns once a month? |
| 179 | Moving out |
| 155 | You should have drawn horror stuff for Halloween :( |
| 129 | driving with shelby |
| 77 | Definitely film it outdoors. |
| 83 | Halloween art? |
| 79 | talk about your opinion on Christmas |
| 91 | Vlog a hike🤙 |
| 29 | @MichaelCamacho-l9g yes. |
| 155 | I still want a painted Samara from you, you have to email me back by the way. |
| 188 | Your very tallented |
| 206 | hey shelby |
| 207 | Hi Shelby |
| 120 | How to spend the holidays when you have noone to share them with |
| 139 | would you do live paintings 🖼? |
| 83 | You could paint outside |
| 34 | I just refreshed the page... so I missed the last couple minutes |
| 155 | I replied to you. |
| 4 | I don't know, but maybe it would be best not to respond to the other creators trying to make videos about you usingyou as a subject of topic for their videos. |
| 188 | You done very nice paintings |
| 201 | Do you like any comics or manga? |
| 65 | I liked the video where you reacted to those tik toks |
| 155 | No you're good, you have stuff going on, but I did reply. |
| 57 | I barely check my emails. I just couldn't be bothered. |
| 23 | Maybe check out some outdoor vloggers. And people can help you in the comments, if you wanted to go ahead with that. |
| 153 | Santa Clause Is coming inchallah with that Chopper Tanuki |
| 188 | Gaiman ? Nice a person of culture |
| 68 | thanksgiving is in october in canada. |
| 47 | Make a theme based around November? A small but optional idea |
| 111 | vacation cuba |
| 208 | Have you thought of using your artistic talent for making clothing? |
| 29 | Let's watch the hunger games on stream, but don't stream the movie obvsly but not the time stamp so we can watch at the same time |
| 161 | I can't remember the last time I checked my email.. lol |
| 4 | I saw that one. |
| 83 | Maybe you can talk about the art in a favorite show you like? |
| 88 | That’s happening..? Ew |
| 103 | dress like the Scarlet Witch. |
| 77 | Seems like free publicity. 💯 |
| 188 | Its problem for you to have conservatives parents you dont get along with them ? |
| 3 | video ideas: Grit, Memories, Persistence, Hobbies, Food, Anime, Pokemon, Nature, Animation, |
| 8 | It just feels great to see you and hear your voice Shelby. :) |
| 111 | vacation cuba see real sufering |
| 34 | I've never seen anybody posting videos about you but, I never looked. That's why I don't share my face... LOL |
| 155 | Go to Gaza see more |
| 193 | what music do you like? |
| 120 | Shelby cleary doesnt like The Hunger Games :) |
| 209 | Outpatient can Help |
| 188 | I understand how you feel i will be also angry if i must donemya rt for money |
| 68 | i think i'm gonna buy her a thanksgiving dinner. just sayin'. |
| 83 | You could maybe film a tour of wilderness |
| 7 | Have you listened to Don’t Stop by Fleetwood Mac? |
| 4 | Y'know I am not too sure, my ideas are not in your style. |
| 83 | like backyard or something idk |
| 29 | :_) @Stormlander-1111 |
| 34 | It's not bad to share your face... depending on your situation. I choose not to cause of my living situation. |
| 179 | What's the worst case scenario for you? |
| 68 | my nephew can solve a random rubiks cube in about 2.5 seconds. |
| 111 | lol hunger depresing bro |
| 210 | 🫂desde Argentina 🇦🇷 |
| 3 | there are 10 year olds solving speedcube under 7-8 seconds yea 😆 |
| 204 | Yeah don’t obsess about that |
| 83 | We just spawn in different environments, different contexts |
| 161 | the system stomps it outa you.. |
| 3 | its true |
| 47 | I think it's because we're all unique. |
| 77 | I honestly wouldn't have thought your channel would blow up like it has. No offense. |
| 11 | Did your mom hand out candy last night |
| 211 | i just attended a sip n paint, a way you can make great money, the local lady around here charges $40 a person, we just made a snowman |
| 155 | I solved the cube easily. I put it in the incinerator. |
| 188 | But it seams that you have no other way i havent so much privilage i cant even professionaly focus on my art skill because i work from my 20 .... |
| 155 | Problem solved. |
| 120 | I think we are all born prodigies but environmental, parental and dietary influence can shut that down |
| 29 | YESSS SIIR let's solve same time, I have too. |
| 188 | Not only for you |
| 79 | yeah I wish I was gifted |
| 83 | A huge amount of people are not prodigees |
| 43 | I was obsessed with child prodigies when I was child myself, always putting so much pressure on myself. Did a lot of damage |
| 161 | ONE UR ART IS NOT AVERAGE... |
| 153 | We are all prodigies you have to figure Out your strenght....Well you Look more Historian than artistic |
| 212 | It's because we all have mercury poisoning, parasites, & bowel inflammation. |
| 213 | did you go to Art school? |
| 3 | :face-red-heart-shape: |
| 136 | I think you'd probably like Patti Smith! |
| 161 | you are skilled.. |
| 214 | It has to do with the pareto distribution. People have varying intellect to have different attributes within the gene pool |
| 188 | Im also common |
| 83 | but everyone is good at something and Shelby you're awesome at art |
| 7 | You’re more than average to me. |
| 2 | Did you take your meds today ? |
| 210 | i see you with my family 🫂🇦🇷 |
| 29 | Bruh, I love being average. I prefer being at good at many things rather than extremely good at a few |
| 4 | "Christmas, Christms time is here, tiime lub, and time for cheer." |
| 215 | I took an hour on the cube and couldn't solve it.😂 |
| 216 | Nothin wrong with average ❤ |
| 153 | your favorite Artist ? |
| 75 | It feels like for some people we dont have a prime. |
| 188 | Gladly i never enlist to Army 😉 😆 ha ha ha ha |
| 193 | your analytical skills are way above average |
| 103 | Did you watch Snow White? |
| 79 | my lips are dry |
| 88 | What are your passions? |
| 217 | I just found you today 🙌. I'm catching up on lots of your previous videos. I relate so much to how you describe your feelings 👌. I truly appreciate you Shelby 💯🙂💫 |
| 27 | that's funny, u say u r not gifted, but then u have all those beautiful paintings in the back |
| 57 | Oh Shelby, do you ever get creepers sending you weird dms? |
| 83 | Yeah also think about how less responsibilites about being a prodigy 24/7 and just being normal |
| 170 | Try a drunk stream… |
| 180 | I peaked in preschool. |
| 7 | Have you read any of the Harry Potter books? |
| 181 | I would think that psychosis would lead to abstract expression. Your art is much more realism, with a touch of Bob Ross. |
| 4 | Lol at the peaked comment. |
| 195 | SUPER CHAT $10.00 Have you thought about painting on a satin robe w/ fabric dye? I bet they'd sell. I've thought about doing it myself but don't have your talent. It'd be amazing to wear a one of a kind work of art 👘 |
| 83 | Shelby your art is like insanely good |
| 3 | hoots! |
| 153 | increase your Oil consumption to decrease Scratchy lips...Butter and Toast baby |
| 77 | Isn't that how most great artists feel tho... 🤔 |
| 8 | *hoooot* |
| 188 | Its cute that humanity still can suport each other even from far a way |
| 79 | I used to draw and paint a few years back but it never stuck because depression took over |
| 68 | why do you sit on yer knees? |
| 29 | Ok. I have question: what's your best cube solve time? mine is 52 seconds. |
| 144 | @DaleWinarski we can see her knees so she's not sitting on them LOL |
| 120 | @DaleWinarski Maybe cause its comfortable... |
| 4 | You can paint me conquering zee vorld. |
| 218 | Nice Art |
| 7 | I like your hair. |
| 83 | But you need to believe it too though, you got to believe your art is truly good and that's the hardest part |
| 68 | she just brushed her hair. dat's so cute! |
| 77 | She does have very nice hair. |
| 214 | Honestly, hearing about your upbringing reminds me a lot about mine. So, I can relate and really do wish you the best. |
| 75 | Do you feel that being autistic you learn too late? |
| 4 | I'm trying what the zee people call "rizzing." |
| 170 | Shelby is just sittin’ like L from Death Note 😤 |
| 34 | LOL... I wish I could wear a t-shirt in my apartment. It's so cold, I am wearing 3 hoodies and a thermal base layre |
| 188 | Trust me i also have mentall break when i saw my society how divided we are ....and we have a common for next behind our east border .....yet left canot understand Right and vice versa. Its sad. |
| 27 | Can we see Charles? |
| 4 | Sent an email. |
| 79 | your art is 1000× better than my art was when I used to paint |
| 7 | I think you can do well in anything if you just had supportive people in your life. |
| 153 | maybe It will snow tomorrow |
| 29 | I don't remember which method I used. Didn't you ever time yourself? |
| 219 | Just saying hello. Wishing everyone encouragement to interface with the world. |
| 210 | You help me learn English🇦🇷🥰 |
| 181 | Charles is taking a ‘cat’ nap…. |
| 8 | Thank you @LuminaMind |
| 188 | And Divided society falls. It ment to be Foe* |
| 218 | Your whole chat is supportive |
| 220 | When was the last time you had an uncontrolable laughter? 🤣 |
| 68 | i am a supportive people. |
| 221 | you're the problem |
| 8 | Some awesome and supportive people I think watching here :) thank you so much everyone. |
| 83 | Wjere's Vegas at, show me the show girl cat haha |
| 222 | Hi Shelby I love you, Greetings from Colombia |
| 79 | im 22 without a license and have to be driven to work its embarrassing |
| 153 | by impressing God First dont impress Just be |
| 212 | Andy Cutler Protocol might help you |
| 147 | are you sad or something? 🤨 |
| 3 | Supportives Assembled here🤘🏻 |
| 180 | I'll write my short stories and narrative poems for a bit, but I always end up wanting to torch it all. Everything I touch, I hate. |
| 75 | Shelby is a nice name. |
| 8 | <3 |
| 77 | If you ever see a guy practicing with a lightsaber in the park at night chances are that's me. |
| 223 | glad to see you made it through another night!!! |
| 79 | I honestly am not looking forward to Christmas or the holidays in general |
| 218 | There's 226 people here, imagine a room full of 220 people listening to you Shelby |
| 153 | Like you do..continue..I Wish you a Pleasent Evening Cheers |
| 224 | i got whistled by some women today |
| 68 | bet you can't answer my next question. |
| 188 | That hands and face wow your blessed 🙂 realy awesome painting |
| 210 | Come to Argentina. The US has become very individualistic. |
| 99 | all will be fine |
| 225 | It's half past eleven at night in Scotland. got to get up in six hours to go to work. . . |
| 103 | Sing. |
| 181 | Don’t you know that you are a shooting star… |
| 3 | soo glad and happy to hear your voice btw here |
| 99 | art 🎨 is war |
| 170 | South America is cool if you want to escape |
| 27 | can u show us ur room? |
| 170 | 4sure |
| 226 | SUPER CHAT $9.99 Hesso! |
| 224 | south america sucks |
| 3 | W |
| 4 | Do you think RFK. Jr sounds like a guy who has just been shot and his dying words, but forever? |
| 222 | Shelby, if I invited you to Spain on vacation, would you go? |
| 227 | hola |
| 8 | * h o o t * |
| 83 | Religion gave us community but as everyone become atheistic we've become more isolated |
| 4 | Never been to South America, but from I gather it does look like it sucks bawlz, |
| 29 | Do an art off with us? Where we have to copy draw a cartoon like bugs?? |
| 228 | I like ur art in the background. |
| 195 | Argentina needs a bailout because of individualism from their leader. |
| 99 | 626 alien 👽 |
| 40 | You’re not gonna be back |
| 213 | Did you ever think about getting a job. as a Graphic Designer? It's kinda art making except with Type. |
| 229 | i just arrive, what happened? |
| 170 | :/ |
| 155 | I'm heading out Shelby. Please check and reply to my email. I know you did already, I responded. When you get a chance, no pressure. I'm glad you are back to streaming. I'll see you tomorrow. |
| 230 | Shelbs |
| 193 | let's all go on vacation |
| 228 | all of them |
| 231 | shelby, buy a videogame and it will happen you to pass your time... |
| 170 | I’m just retarded… and proud. |
| 4 | Do you think RFK. Jr sounds like a guy who has just been shot and his dying words, but forever? |
| 11 | Do you know women who have multiple baby daddies |
| 4 | *saying |
| 77 | ☯BALANCE. FIND YOUR BALANCE. ☯ |
| 83 | Well that's just one of the loads of issues we need to find some new common ground in this new world |
| 230 | Any plans for the evening? |
| 71 | I'm a loser. Winning is overrated. |
| 180 | Do you ever lose interest in your art? |
| 4 | Aw man, I messed up my comments. Typos. |
| 108 | You rock, Shelby. Looking forward to anything you make. |
| 3 | nope ai has been in pretty bad shape recently which is great news |
| 129 | what book are you going to read |
| 99 | Tony hawk games 🎮 |
| 181 | Soy en pedador… |
| 34 | Ya, lots of scary people online. Many freakshows hang out in live chats..... but also many good people. It's a challenge to deal with it. |
| 188 | Try to develop in this direction Shelby |
| 195 | I hate having a job because it consumes time that could be spent being creative. |
| 40 | are you gonna stream again tonight or no Shelby? |
| 3 | would encourage you rolling in to a graphic design course |
| 103 | What do you think of Vermeer? |
| 3 | ai has been taking hits left right and center which is pretty sweet |
| 79 | it's dark where you're at |
| 83 | Shelby, everytime I think of your name I think of a car named a Shelby Cobra |
| 83 | lol |
| 170 | Nooooo :( |
| 3 | Shelby cobra is one hell of a car btw |
| 11 | Shelby, you are funny sometimes 🤣 |
| 181 | Thank you for coming back to your channel. |
| 231 | do you have any friend |
| 83 | Oh really, new Shelby lore unlocked |
| 232 | yeah i sent you a message yesterday |
| 222 | Shelby, I think part of the problem is also the environment you're in. Wouldn't you like to go to another country? |
| 4 | Hell yeah, you can check my inquiry about the possibilty of making a possible portrait of the first emperor of Canada. Huehuehue. |
| 88 | Baldurs Gate 3 is great |
| 233 | SHELBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY |
| 230 | Where's the crown? |
| 230 | Come to Chicago!! |
| 234 | Hey 👋 Shelby 💪 let's hang out! 😎 |
| 170 | Cocaine is one HELL of drug… kids. |
| 195 | What movie character, Shelby? Steele Magnolias? Fried Green Tomatoes? |
| 235 | hello :) |
| 236 | Are u feeling better today? Mentally I mean? |
| 237 | cool |
| 8 | Nice |
| 83 | Shelby Elven Qwueen :) |
| 29 | The only Shelby I know is the Mustang Shelby 2013 and 97, 65 |
| 238 | Hey glad to see ur better today . Keep going cuz tomorrow could be even better👍 |
| 11 | I thought passports were good for 10 years |
| 27 | u look like u were doing so much better before u disappeared |
| 188 | Nice crown you look like old Elven priestes. |
| 40 | Hell princess Shelby |
| 79 | no don't go |
| 129 | you have some rest now |
| 239 | Hey Shelbs:hand-pink-waving: |
| 4 | Nah, fug that Shelby, I'll get you a passport and fly you out to flip our prime minster the bird. |
| 235 | prayers |
| 180 | see ya |
| 103 | night night. |
| 170 | See ya 👋 |
| 239 | Love your raven crown thing |
| 71 | I'm a loser. Winning is overrated. |
| 83 | ok hope it all goes well <3 |
| 193 | bye queen |
| 34 | Good to see you are doing well today :) |
| 7 | It was nice to see again |
| 29 | NAGHT |
| 3 | :face-red-heart-shape: |
| 11 | 😘 |
| 213 | I'm glad your feeling better. |
| 79 | it was nice hanging out with you |
| 129 | your say John, im a boy |
| 188 | Take care Shelb and do something for me |
| 7 | It’s too bad you gotta go |
| 239 | Good night! |
| 3 | 👋🏻 |
| 83 | gn gn |
| 57 | Goodnight Shelby |
| 239 | Take care Shelby |
| 8 | Bye bye |
| 240 | yesterday you had a anxiety attack |
| 129 | watching you from FRANCE |
| 20 | 💚 |
| 230 | Gnite Shelbs |
| 7 | Bye love |
| 241 | gn |
| 57 | You're welcome |
| 8 | :person-turqouise-waving: |
| 4 | I sent an eeee mail damnit. Lol |
| 231 | :face-blue-smiling: |
| 216 | 👋🏽 |
| 226 | SUPER CHAT $9.99 < BLANK SUPER CHAT OR ANIMATED IMAGE > |
| 83 | Tiny baby steps and art! |
| 8 | You can do it. |
| 242 | ❤🔥.. |
| 238 | Gen |
| 4 | Yes, take care. |
| 210 | 🥰🫂🇦🇷 |
| 8 | Boom |
| 243 | you look beautiful like a wueen shelby |
| 3 | W |
| 129 | see you soon. |
| 4 | Hopefully you will make another livestream soon. |
| 3 | hoot |
| 217 | Best wishes 🙌💯 |
| 226 | I didn’t know if it went thru? |
| 222 | Shelby, never forget that your community loves you very much. |
| 57 | Hoot hoot! |
| 29 | GO TO THE MOOOOON |
| 79 | I can't hoot |
| 226 | I got a bookmark cause I read a lot! |
| 188 | type in youtube " P I E K N I E P L Y N E" by DAWID PODSIADLO |
| 3 | eat something |
| 240 | 😂😂 |
| 43 | 💐🌹🌸🌺 |
| 57 | Yay! |
| 29 | @ELON |
| 3 | W |
| 129 | have a coffee now, |
| 103 | They want you to stay. |
| 3 | have something |
| 7 | Don’t go you might get even more superchats |
| 8 | W |
| 34 | Have a good night.... Thinking is good to get you out.... doing actions and making desicisions makes it happen. Hope you can get lots done, and me as well. |
| 232 | good to see you existing |
| 188 | in Eng translation |
| 4 | Someone send her a meeeleeeon!!! |
| 188 | Its awesome song |
| 79 | bye everyone |
| 11 | 💋 😘 |
| 188 | Bye |