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| 1 | Do you have any pets |
| 2 | and the reality of the situation is you need a fire lit under your ass just big enough so you can't no longer ignore it and you have to change your entire life 180. |
| 3 | I was once like you. I even went to live alone on a mountain far from the city. |
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| 4 | I’m so much like you. I could eat Wendy’s |
| 5 | New art behind huh? Very nice, you have to sell of that |
| 6 | Wow insane they are watching your live and mocking you at the same time |
| 7 | SHELBY WHERE'S CHARLES? 🐈 |
| 4 | I have like 10 safe foods and none are healthy sadly |
| 8 | at least you are living in painting paradise |
| 9 | i'm canadian. we like bacon, eh. |
| 10 | NEED HAPPINESSSSSS SMIELEEEEE AND BE HAPPYYYYYY |
| 11 | only eating processed foods really messes up your sugar and sodium levels, you need your nutrients |
| 10 | IM YOUR FRIEEEEND |
| 12 | They hand you flowery speeches about the future, but when you look down at your feet, you realize you're standing on the rubble of yesterday's promises. |
| 13 | fellow canadian eh, im from ottawa <3 |
| 14 | I really think half your stress comes from phones and the house you live in. I know because it has been similar for me before. Best thing for your mental health is finding ways of money and moving out |
| 4 | Peanutjelie I’ve been only able to eat processed foods and I’ve made it to 44. I don’t have a large intestine or gallbladder anymore |
| 15 | @axelbloodfan thats not what I meant |
| 10 | I DONT HATE YOU I THINK YOU ARE COOOOOOOOOOL YOU ARE SPECIAL, YES YOU AREEEE |
| 9 | oooohhh... blueberry and spinach salad! |
| 16 | I love u Shelby 💓 not everyone hates u , those guys are toxic angry inkies |
| 17 | Shelby, does your mom get mad when you make videos from your bed? 🛌 |
| 18 | I like aging family guy and family guy |
| 4 | You got me craving Wendy’s I may order it tomorrow |
| 19 | Have you gotten into the particulars about why you don't like particular foods (i.e. texture, taste, appearance)? |
| 4 | I do like berries too!! |
| 1 | Stop saying everyone hates you. |
| 20 | 🗿 |
| 21 | do you eat meat ? or animal products |
| 22 | i truly think you're doing so many beautiful things, as is. that deserves to be appreciated and seen, today, alongside your struggles. |
| 4 | I will eat spinach ONLY on Alfredo pizza |
| 23 | @shinobines STFU |
| 9 | i wonder if blueberries would go good with bacon? |
| 24 | it is only when we are pursued that we become swift. Think about it. |
| 25 | @AnonymousMCfan999 okay, I understand. |
| 26 | I like peaches with cream |
| 27 | 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 |
| 28 | where do you live at? |
| 29 | Being an artist is a tough gig |
| 30 | Shelby the enemy wants us to feel inadequate. we can't let it win |
| 15 | Do you find “67” funny? |
| 4 | Blueberries and bacon are 2 of my safe food. |
| 31 | Shelby we care 🙂 |
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| 27 | 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 |
| 32 | hope you are happy and well Shelby |
| 33 | Not everyone hates her but she is not pulling it out of her ass, she is talking from her experience |
| 4 | I can’t eat salad at all |
| 16 | @@anonymus insecure much? |
| 12 | @triplebs_007 Her health is collapsing, and you're telling her to earn money? Is that truly advice? She's about to die! |
| 10 | YOU NEED A GOOD BURGER WITH FRENCH FRIES AND A GOOD COKE AND I CHOCOLATE SUNDAE |
| 13 | you like spicy foods? |
| 34 | @EvenGroove Did anyone promise you anything?@@ |
| 9 | coke sucks. pepsi rocks. |
| 33 | No need for toxic positivity |
| 35 | Your dying? |
| 27 | me too exists but nobody knows 😊😊😊😊 |
| 20 | Shelby exists and hates stuff |
| 36 | what about protein drinks? fairlife? |
| 15 | ADDDDDSSSSSSS |
| 15 | ADSSSSS |
| 3 | You do have some quality art work there. I would pay a lot for a large canvas version of the Phoenix from the livestream but only with an Egyptian theme. |
| 37 | thats how we become more valuable. |
| 38 | Do you enjoy avocados? |
| 39 | i found a dead moth in my bag of salad leaves now refuse to buy them |
| 4 | I can’t drink cola. I love Dr Pepper and root beer. Grape pop |
| 37 | If I say ur beautiful.. i need to go get my head checked out.. maybe a therapist |
| 9 | i have 2 avocados in the fridge. they're not ripe yet tho. |
| 26 | Indian curry is sooo good |
| 40 | The paintings looks absolutely beautiful |
| 41 | bacon and a blueberry parfait sounds kinda good ngl lol |
| 25 | @MindCemetary that happened with me except it was huge and in a partial cacoon. |
| 35 | What illness do you have? |
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| 9 | hey wait a minute, who brought dairy into this blueberry and bacon picture? |
| 4 | I have lived on ensure and similar drinks before |
| 15 | Is “67” funny? |
| 42 | protein powder? beef? you like beef thou |
| 29 | If it helps distract I have a surgery at 8am :face-purple-crying: not super serious but you mentioned cavities I need a molar extracted :face-orange-raised-eyebrow: |
| 34 | @kathynguyen5061 Mua vài bức đi |
| 43 | how about grocery delivery |
| 33 | My autistic friend loves memes lol 67 |
| 7 | do like Ensure? |
| 9 | protein power is so fake. i prefer medium rare goat. |
| 31 | Chicken pad Thai is delicious |
| 15 | I love salad but I respect your opinion if you don’t |
| 29 | Thanks for the reminder I need protein drinks post surgery lmao 🤣 |
| 30 | Shelby be strong don't give in to the WEF |
| 44 | I had a grilled chicken blueberry and spinach salad one time... it actually smacked |
| 1 | Ensure is 🗑 |
| 45 | what did you learn with cognitive behavior therapy? |
| 29 | Shelby Exists and Eats stuff would go hard for a food review channel |
| 19 | You okay? |
| 1 | Are you afraid of going outside |
| 9 | anyone else notice how she calmed down when we started talking about blueberries? 🙃 |
| 37 | she should know how to but a 50 pound bag of rice for 5 bux |
| 37 | I dont need to tell her crap |
| 30 | the government wants you to feel this way Shelby do NOT give in to them |
| 46 | Just unsubscribed. I don’t know how I got myself into this |
| 15 | Have you considered dating a 6,4 nonchalant dread head |
| 42 | you saw strawberry shortcake as a kid ? |
| 38 | do you like papaya or melons? |
| 26 | Peace ✌ |
| 37 | shes eating sparingly at the table, thats fine |
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| 29 | True |
| 16 | @dylan ok insecure soycuc |
| 47 | . |
| 25 | @Garyxyz851 not everything is a plot. |
| 48 | Maybe try to be a little more care free? |
| 9 | Shelby? 1 word: blueberry. |
| 47 | just watched a video picking apart your man hating video |
| 47 | You're about to be famous |
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| 12 | A few berries truly won't fix the damned exploitative system out there. Capitalism has replaced everything with machines now, and you will be exploited into despair by those capitalist bastards. |
| 49 | Shelby, you can do a thing where you try a new food every day like some people have said |
| 35 | Get enough sleep, eat healthy, workout at gym or home. |
| 9 | i not only hate rapists, i also hate rappists. |
| 35 | You can also take supplements |
| 30 | Shelby when you find a husband these negative feelings will go away |
| 37 | The everyday different thing idea is good |
| 39 | getting married seldom fixes anything |
| 44 | @dale parks and rec reference right? 😅 |
| 31 | That’s adhd/possible autism |
| 9 | i had a wife, we divorced, and i don't want another one. oh well. |
| 50 | your art is pretty good |
| 37 | we switch things up cuz we go crazy |
| 15 | You ever forget to do something and the person who told you to do it hits you with some version of “if you actually prioritized it, you wouldnt have forgotten to do it!” I hate it when people say that |
| 12 | Why do good people get bullied and tremble while the bastards laugh their heads off out there? |
| 37 | we are still crazy kinda shelby |
| 31 | It’s not your fault Shelby |
| 19 | I found that anytime I need to use the car, I'd plan on getting mutiple errands done, because the state of mental limbo once I get home will waste the rest of my day. It even happen to normies w/ work |
| 51 | Shelby do you play video games? I used to play pokemon and had a youtube channel dedicated to it but I deleted it because of the hate I got |
| 45 | Would you take the One Ring? |
| 41 | very real |
| 34 | Sometimes I honestly just think I'm a mess — and the most important thing is simply to become normal like everyone else. That thought alone helps me get up and do trivial things like cleaning thehouse |
| 6 | Is it possible to just make your livestream members only. Theres this bald dude who got nothing else to do in his life except mocking you. Please i hate the way he does this to you |
| 29 | People have “narratives” about others I definitely, try to reject all narratives and build your own. Easier said than done I might be projecting lpl |
| 29 | Lol* |
| 1 | Let's give Shelby a big hug. She needs love |
| 37 | dont tell people that you 'use' to do these things.. People will say to return to that |
| 39 | a lot of so called normal people are just better at hiding there issues |
| 52 | or subscribers only |
| 31 | Big hugs |
| 25 | @Napalm1334 you are on the right track |
| 7 | u said u lived alone, n u almost died, why what happened? |
| 53 | Mix it with some blueberries and almond milk protein powder tastes good |
| 29 | @axelbloodmoon9841 thank you 🙏 it’s wild it took awhile to notice |
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| 15 | Jesus dude call your crisis line or whatever it’s called no offense but neglecting yourself is no joke |
| 29 | Aww Shelbs… :elbowbump: |
| 42 | enough is enough talk something else |
| 29 | Glad the infection couldn’t get ya |
| 54 | is this recently |
| 55 | Have you considered that you may have some form of catatonia? |
| 17 | Shelby, i know a gal just like you and gets SSI EBT Medical assistance and section 8 housing, and she is in her 30s. |
| 5 | Shelby you need to sleep, I can see how tired you are |
| 15 | Not judging you |
| 7 | oh im so sorry Shelby 😞 |
| 37 | The world has patterns they share in how they fawk with you and the world doesnt know they are all doing this crap to you together |
| 39 | starvation permanently damages the heart |
| 1 | Do you not have a routine? |
| 30 | Shelby I'm sending you a virtual hug ok? |
| 56 | It’s a Rainy Day |
| 9 | what's catatonia? a disorder involving loving cats? |
| 45 | what do you eat regularly? |
| 57 | My roommate is like you too. She has difficulty in her life too… |
| 34 | Sometimes I also feel like my life is already over — and the most important thing left is to prepare for my own death. Of course, I mean it in a literary sense, like writing a work thatwill outlive me |
| 37 | crying too much has a concussion built into it |
| 58 | Stay strong Shelby, I also try to be strong every day. Even though I feel like dying |
| 35 | Adopt a cat or a dog? |
| 12 | Are those hotlines anything more than empty platitudes, while the person on the other end truly listens to the depressed caller? |
| 59 | Hey Shelby just sending some love and virtual hugs your way <3 |
| 29 | @zen7309 really? |
| 17 | I really believe the state of Georgia is just not as helpful as Maine, where im from. |
| 38 | Try zeal supplement, it is a full spectrum vitamin/nutrient drink |
| 28 | i don’t have a routine either, i literally hardly ever get out of bed |
| 1 | 18 hours is crazy |
| 60 | have you ever seen that movie One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest |
| 44 | yeah the hotlines are pretty worthless... |
| 5 | What do you really needs Shellby? what do you want in this life? |
| 17 | 18 hours holy crap |
| 61 | good night and God bless 😴💤🙏💖✝ |
| 15 | Don’t starve yourself kids, getting fat shamed at school is bad, but not that bad |
| 42 | refrain from mentioning other creators here in this chat |
| 62 | u tried once and gave up? |
| 42 | 😠 damn it enough is enough |
| 3 | Isolation for a time, some years, is ok. You can get out of this. Believe in yourself more firmly ☕ |
| 63 | never get up |
| 15 | @hey.its_hasen what happens if I do? |
| 19 | Stop stressing out over "routines" and "discipline" just problem solve what is solveable at the moment. For instance, it doesn't have to be that way to waste a day scheduling going to one place. |
| 61 | mix it up however you are feeling at the time? |
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| 50 | going out in public causes severe anxiety for me |
| 61 | see you soon 💗 |
| 64 | keep it open |
| 25 | I live somewhere where the services are better funded and it hasn't really done anything for me still. |
| 42 | this world doesn't deserve a soul like you |
| 17 | Will your step-dad help you with dental problems |
| 49 | Shelby, remember you are appreciated |
| 5 | Why give up, thats really bad? Serious question |
| 65 | cloves help with pain in the season aisle |
| 13 | Alright I'm off for the night hope things get better for you Shelby. Cheers |
| 57 | How about we put some note? Like pls read this before you comment. Then less stressful to Shelby I guess? |
| 63 | people have routines because they are forced into it |
| 1 | Do your parents not help you get medical attention? |
| 66 | Exactly Rust |
| 19 | What is there to fix? |
| 17 | Do you have any insurance, Shelby? |
| 9 | Chat later! And remember, I'm not clumsy; the floor just hates me. |
| 3 | Have some cookies and chocolate. That always cheers me up. |
| 30 | Shelby can you use your youtube money to go to the dentist? |
| 37 | wuvs wuv wuv GL |
| 49 | Shelbyand you can also do this thing where people have to be subscribed for a certain amount of time before they can comment |
| 17 | 50 dollar insurance. How does that work |
| 37 | stream on 3 platforms |
| 5 | You know what? you need to do more videos outside like that one in the forest |
| 17 | whats the yearly deductible |
| 35 | Yes sunlight |
| 38 | Have a better night |
| 37 | Social commentary is good. ur a good presentationer |
| 63 | I have a broken rotted wisdom tooth for like 10 years can't see it and it doesn't hurt not wasting money to remove it |
| 67 | Please get the tooth fixed. Tooth aches can become unbearable. |
| 17 | do you have copay on medication |
| 1 | You need a job with some good benefits |
| 7 | r u doing a sketch live next? there r so relaxing |
| 65 | teeth problems lead to other health conditions |
| 68 | shelby can you show us your handwriting |
| 17 | 😘 |
| 12 | When I was trying to find a good doctor on my own, the people around me were like automatons, telling me to drink ginger and lemongrass to cure the pain... I drank two liters a day, and not better |
| 54 | the universe loves you Shelby. 🫶🏾 goodnight |
| 21 | good night shelby and be easy on your self you arent alone a lot of young people are in the same situation as you |
| 19 | What kind of meds? Do you feel they work? |
| 1 | come back happy |
| 57 | Good |
| 17 | countdown |
| 63 | I like having the money for pokemon cards |
| 69 | can you do some bob ross? |
| 57 | Thanks for your time |
| 45 | bye! |
| 7 | bye Shelby |
| 70 | I LOVE YOU |
| 25 | Sorry you are hurting so much Shelby and anyone in chat to whom it may apply. I wish I could help. |
| 71 | Thanks Shelby |
| 35 | or you can read the bible |
| 35 | try talking to Jesus |
| 42 | :face-red-heart-shape: |